Why do I do this?

I seem to type this over and over in my chat messages so I just want to clear this up for everyone. I am a 38 years old very happily married to my an amazing and very sexy husband. When we met he quickly discovered that I have a fetish or craving for the taste of cum. I have always wanted it. Even from my earliest memories as a little girl I wanted to taste it. As soon as I learned what it was dreamed about it. At that time as many little girls, my father was the most important man in my life. It was always my fantasy as I was in high school to suck off my father. Unfortunately this never happened. I am not sure what he would have done if I had proposed it but it never happened. I sucked off the high school quarterback in the closet behind the high school theater stage when I was 14. He was 18 already. I had to have more. I could never get enough. It always caused a problem when I tried to date anyone because he could never feed me enough. My relationships always ended because I was cheating. I never meant to cheat but I had to have more than any one man can produce. Eventually I met the man of my dreams and I didn't want to mess things up with him. I told him early on my addiction. He would allow me to invite guys over as long as he was home. He got a job which brought some travel into his life and eventually I was doing it without him. When he found out we both wanted to salvage our relationship and create trust again. He agreed to build a wall to block emotions. I have been sucking off men through my glory hole since 2010. I have saved my marriage and the marriage of many other men by taking care of their needs. Needs which many wives or girlfriends don't want to do. I see it as outsourcing. I take care of your needs and you go home relaxed and enjoy the company of your wife and family, or girlfriend. Or maybe your are just horny and need a release. Now you know my story and what my husband allows me to do this. It also gives me some protection not only emotionally but physically. There is absolutely no way to get to me through the wall so I'm safe and my husband is comfortable. So bring me your cocks and loads. I'm available most evenings during the week. xoxo, D.